i really miss my fire extinguisher :((

i dont know how to begin this post.
i wish i can send it to you, cause i really wish you know all the things that i feels now.
i miss you dear. really bad!
i miss all the time that we usually spend together.
you just walk out of my life too fast. without know that i'm just already loving you at that time.
i'm lost without you. its really hard to spend my day without your present.
i try all the way to met you, but its useless. and its just making me more desperate than before.

for the first, i'm sure to fight all the things that would happen to us in the future.
because there's many times that happened with us which make me think that we're click.
we're always have an unintentionally meeting, we're love football, we're love to annoyed each other, we're both must be a stalker, we're sometimes got insomniac, we're full of smile, and we're must be in love.
its just the best time that i ever had.
but now everything was going changed...

we lost our quality time
we lost our laugh time
we're lost the time to watched football together
we lost our "stalking" time
we lost our annoyed time
we lost all of our precious time that we're usually spend together

i'm tired to wait our unintentionally meeting
i'm tired to wait here alone
i just wanna meet you, seeing you eyes, had a talking with you, laugh with you.
but  i never know that its seems impossible now.
i cant always wait for your present, i may give up, i may gone some day.
i wish i cant stay here dear.
but its really hard to stand here  alone without you.
forgive me if one day i cant wait you anymore.
if the day was come, its happened because i cant stay anymore.

i cant fight here alone.
i absolutely need you here to fight alll with me.
because to be "US" are need "ME" and "YOU".
so, if you are not in here to fight with me, i would go from here too.
we're just leave "OUR DESTINATION".
because now, its just call with "MY DESTINATION" and "YOUR DESTINATION"....

abhe :"((