Its already 2 years and 4month that we're finally decide to made its just not an ordinary friendship....
We've through so much time, laugh, sad, angry, jokes, silly, and love together
You've seen that i'm changed from 19th introvert, egoism, childish, fool girl became a girl who i am today (yeah i know im not changed too much that i still always getting you mad. But then, i am a different one than a girl that you first met, right? Yes!)
We're growing up together....
Day by day we know each other better than before...
Then yeah.... you definetely changed my whole mind...
Before now, i believe that i shouldnt love anyone better than i love my self.
I know that im the best one who could love my self.
So if there's someone that could be my boyfriend, i shouldnt love him with all of my heart.
Cos i know that he wouldnt love me as good as i love my self. That i need to prepare my self of loosing him.
That someday i become bored to love him cos he wouldnt be as good as the one who i always want to be with.
That someday he will leave me cos he finally found another girl who much better than me.
That he will leave me cos he cant handle me.
That i will leave him cos i know it never work with him.
That i will leave him cos i actually sure that he's not my right one.
Then i met you.....
For 1 year our relationship, i stand on my mind
I still believe that i will bored of loving you, i easily getting bored.
Im sure that you'll cheated on me.
You'll find another girl then leave me.
I know that you'll became tired of being a egoism girl boyfriend like me.
But then, i definetely get wrong....
Its already 2 years and 4 months...
And till now, youre never leave me...
You definetely find some girl who such a beautiful and better than me...
But then, you still choosing to hold me...
You could even handle me even when im in the worst condition...
You'll never try to cheated on me...
You made a relationship was worth to fighting...
Youre never got tired of being mine....
Day by day i love you more than before...
Day by day i found that you're a human like me.
You did a mistake, You careless sometimes, you love to give me this and thus advice, you sometimes angry with me, you're sometimes being like a lil boy, you're really really lazy to take a bath, you really like teasing me, you made yourself looks like depending on me too much.
But all of this things just made me love you more....
I just realize that people sometimes doing wrong
But if you really love them, it never gonna changes anything.
I love you dude.
You absolutely know that im the type of girl who easily getting bored of something..
You ever asked me "so why you're not getting bored with me?"
Then i answer(just in my mind) to be honest, i getting bored of you sometimes.
Sometimes i think that we need to broken off.
But everytime i think it twice, i realize that i must be not the only one who feel this.
You absolutely ever feel like me.
But then, you choose to stay with me.
So why i couldnt try to do the same thing like you?
I write this letter so that someday if i feel like i dont love you anymore, i feel like i need to leave you, i feel that youre not the right one it could be remind me that...
I did love you so much
I ever wont spending a day without you
And i know that youre the truth one....
Love
Abhe
